My future?

This monday i have attended a movie watching activity organized by our lecturer - Mr tan, he give us 2 movie to choose to see, and i choose watching the "3 idiots" movie, it is a bollywood movie, it talking about the learning attitude in university nowaday. the movie actually critic the studying method of students holding nowaday, it challenge us to look again what is the purpose of studying. "when you see a new word, did you get excited because you can learn new thing?" do we have such thinking when we studying? and it also inspired us to think about our vocational in future, what we want to pursue?

During the I/O tutorial class, Mr Andrew is actually sharing the interview technique and some job seeking issue, it is very practical but the problem i have is i does have any idea on what job i will going to pursue in the future which is not very long and it just around the corner. the reason of i can't have a specific job i want to pursue is i didn't do enough exploration yet, in order word which mean i am in the stage of identity moratorium.

I don't really want to be a blue collar/white collar office guy, i don't want a job which most of the time sitting and facing computer, i don't want a job where i had to hide our true self and show a fake self to the others, i don't want to deal with people in a tricky way. i want a job which can go many where, is a helping profession, is meaningful, is not money-oriented, i wander what kind of this job would be? Anyway, the internship is coming soon, it is a chance for me to do an exploration instead of sitting here, and thinking about some unrealistic job, first thing first, i have to at least able to survive by myself before i can talking about all these thing right?