2011年11月21日星期一
说说音乐播放器
2011年11月13日星期日
那一年,我们一起追的女孩
2011年9月7日星期三
SNSD's Motto Sharing
“Don’t do things I’d regret” –TaeYeon I tend to act in ways that I’d look back on later and feel regretful and sad, and it’s just unfortunate. When I look back on the day after it’s gone by. I especially started to feel the importance of this motto after I started out in music industry. But I still think I’m always regretting. So I’m currently trying to do the best I can while remembering this sentence.
“A genius cannot win over one who puts in effort, and one who puts in effort cannot win over one who enjoys himself.” – Yuri
In anything I do, I think it’s good for me to find work that I can most enjoy and have fun. So while I’m singing or dancing on stage, I try to be as happy as I can be. I’m currently trying to enjoy life and think positively.
“Follow my heart.” – Jessica
I’ve treasured these words since I was very young. Because if I follow my heart, I would’t have anything to regret later and I think I would be able to face anything whether it be sad or happy.
“Live without regrets!” – Yoona
I do things that I want to, and I think regretting what you’ve done later down the road is the most heartbreaking thing. So in order to not have regrets, I am following my own thoughts and what I want to do.
“My best in every moment!” – Sunny
To be honest, I never really picked a motto to follow and live by. So I quickly come out with one just now, and I think if I give it my all while doing things I enjoy, or follow my heart with all I have, I won’t have regrets later. I saw my friends’ answer and sort of copied it off of them. So I made it simple like this.
“The winner who finishes is a person who is good-hearted” – SeoHyun
I’ve learned and felt strong that a person’s actions will always come back at them no matter what. I found that if you do good deeds, it is always returned. So I know that no matter what I’m doing, I should always remember this.
“Today is MY day!” – Tiffany
My motto is actually, “Just work hard,” but recently there have been days where I feel down even I work hard. So if I make it my day, I feel better and feel like I’m the main character. And that’s why I live by saying, “Today is MY day!” if it’s my day, I’m happier and I smile more.
“What would Jesus do?WWJD.” – SooYoung
In life, there are many things that make us angry or things we can’t comprehend. And when that happens, I think of what Jesus do, who is overflowing with love, would do. I think that if I always act and deal with things in love, I wouldn’t regret anything no matter what the result is. So I am always trying to treat my members with love.
“The place where I am standing will become a flower in an unchanging land, and I will be a person as clean as the stream water, and be diligent, sincere, and honest!” – HyoYeon
This is a little long to call a motto, but it something my father has always been saying since I was learning how to speak. I think this phrase contains everything my father wants to say. Work hard. Don’t do bad things, just work hard. Be healthy. I remember he would check if I had this memorized once a week.
2011年8月13日星期六
One day...
Before I change course to psychology, there are some questions that bothering me.
What kind of life I want to pursuit?
What kind of person I want to be?
Who am I exactly?
That’s the time I found that I don’t really understand about myself. I can list out bunch of my weakness but I can’t speak out what is my strengths is or which part of me that I proud of. In that moment, I deeply want to figure out myself and gain the confidence that I never have.
After study psychology, things does not change much but I knew that it is the matter of my real self and ideal self. Well, the gap between them is big for me. Sometimes I felt impatient to be my ideal self as quick as possible, so that I can live again. A silly thought indeed.
I do learn a lot from my course mates. I think most of them proceed great personality which I kind of lack of. The biggest advantages they have is the ability to goes along with people, how they mixed with people, how they handle their relationships, the expression of emotion and how they observe people based on emotion view before logic view.
One day, I will be confidence enough to present myself to the world.
One day, I will be confidence enough to tell how great I was.
One day, I will be confidence enough to follow my heart.
One day, I will be confidence enough to live my life without regret.
One day, I will be confidence enough to show love to my love ones.
One day never come if they never start from now…
2011年8月11日星期四
亲与情
我这人其实挺内向的,情感又内检,也不擅长表达自己的情感,每当关键时候就退缩,对亲密的关系会不自觉的保持距离,对此既期待又陌生而感到害怕。情感是我自身的禁区,很隐秘,不开放,也不愿让人探索。有时候挺想可以很坦率的和家人相处,如知己般地无话不说,谈天说地的,想把自己的喜怒哀乐都分享出来,想感受下亲密亲情的温暖,想把我们彼此的距离给拉近一点,可惜这一切都只能藏在心里,每次难得的归家,到口边的话总是自然而然的往回倒,始终觉得有一道屏在中间隔着,蛹破的勇气始终不存在。为什麽就不坦率一点呢?主动点关心他们,把嫌麻烦的心态摆一边,多聆听他们说话不就好吗?为什麽总是自己设防卫,他们都是最亲的亲人啊?
至于感情呢,由于对自己的不自信,总是质疑自己给对方幸福的能力,不愿相信幸运离自己如此地近,不懂为什麽的害怕,准备好的礼物,表白的话总是送不出,总是等待天时地利人和,不停地被自己的懦弱打败,而结果把她放弃了。曾后悔过因自己的懦弱而放弃。可如果有机会重来的话,结果大概还是一样吧。那些懦弱就是我的一部份,因为太把它们当一回事结果就成了一回事,其实不自信就去学会自信点啊,害怕什麽就更加要去做啊,再更坦率一点啊。她现在幸福吗?一定很幸福吧。。。
语毕,继续向前走吧。。。。
2011年8月8日星期一
第一次的饥饿30
生平第一次参加的饥饿30就这样告一段落了,感觉新鲜之余也带着些遗憾,挺可惜的。相比上次参加的那个儿童营,玩得最投入的,没带丁点遗憾,这次就有点反差了。没融入团体里,看着别人狂欢,当个旁观者,挺落寞的。当然这里有几个原因啦,第一个原因是年龄差距的问题,相差不大不小的,融不进话题里,另一个原因是他们都是自己一大班人来,彼此都互相认识的,要融入他们不是短时间内可以的,当然这不列入那些社交厉害的啦。
当然最重要的问题还是自己,没积极主动想办法融入进去,只是消极被动的等待和抱怨,不过借此也了解了自己多一些,自己需要一些熟悉的朋友在身边示范并学习他们来向外扩展的,就好象幼儿需要养育人在周围才会觉得安全向外探索世界。当然这也反映了自己在社交的弱势和向往啊,呵呵。
回到饥饿30,我并不后悔参加这慈善活动,很有意义的,也第一次到bukit Jalil stadium看演唱会,很棒的一次经验。也借此了解到我们这享用1%世界资源以外的人的小孩是都多么的幸苦地活着。看着大家这么齐心用心为一个慈善活动是挺感动的。
2011年6月27日星期一
家族诞生感想
记得第一次看家族诞生是在关注少女时代的时候,当时只要少女们有演出的节目都不放过啊。真正观看家族是今年四月开始的,当时就很想看些能让自己开怀大笑的综艺节目,就想到之前看过的家族,特别的搞笑,而这么巧又发现有megaupload的全集下载,从此就陷入了家族的魅力里。

2011年5月19日星期四
我想象的旅行
2011年4月22日星期五
New Lappie~
2011年4月21日星期四
Some Insight
2011年4月5日星期二
2011年3月15日星期二
Stupid ego
Okay, this is just a complain to my own ego, i still need to do the publicity and approach people and promote the event to them! so i have to overcome the inferiority lo, the best way is remove the pimples thing la, but it is not applicable in this short period of time, so let hope the people i approach didn't scared by me la hahahaha
2011年3月9日星期三
A simple notes

Today is 9/3, TaeYeon's Birthday and so Happy Birthday to TaeYeon
2 day before was my birthday, it was the first time i experience the most busiest birthday, it is not in term of receiving gift or many group of people celebrate with me, is surrounded with assignment and event stuff, hope it doesn't sound bad here as i does feel good about it, it show that i was living good.
First at all i need to thanks all those msg i receive from facebook or sms, it does make a smile on my face. then, i want to thanks those who gift me secret recipe cake as present( i ate 3 in 2 days, tat was so satisfied).
and the couple that gift me an unexpected present, that does make me laugh hahahaha such a cute idea. ohya, i have also bought myself a 500GB hard disk as present but using my mom money lo...XDXD hmm...that all bah, lets see some picture as well bah~
2011年2月16日星期三
2011年1月7日星期五
活
害怕, 一直都存在着;
逃避, 没间断过;
诚实, 没诚实地对待自己过;
冷漠, 是因害怕而逃避,因逃避而冷漠,
所以决定了,要认真地活一次,
试着对自己诚实点,坦诚点,
面对害怕,别再逃避。















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